Going through some soul searching. Asking God to "see if there is any offensive way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting." (Psalm 139:24) Wanting to be the man that Christ wants me to be. To be the husband my wife needs. The father my kids hope for. The pastor my church/team longs for.
This requires some shedding of past frameworks of leadership. Looking to release old impulses of what I think a situation needs and embrace a new way of interacting with those I lead. I don't know where or how this will work itself out. I am open. I am listening.